n October 2000, 9 months after completing my Reiki Master training, I went on a quest to find the origin of hands on healing. I was feeling there was something missing from the Reiki system as it is taught in the west and so went to those that I felt would know answers to my questions around the system and the true origin of hands on healing.

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I had the privilege of speaking with Tibetan Buddhist Rinpoche’s whilst travelling around Nepal and Sikkim gaining insight from each of them. I was offered a 3 year studentship by His Eminence Dinchen Rinpoche, as after being set a trail of healing by him to complete, I was showing signs of being a Rinpoche myself.

Being a western woman to be offered such an opportunity was incredibly unusual. I can only surmise that he saw something in me that at the time I did not. Unfortunately being a mother of 3 young children I could not take up the offer at that time, but this was only the beginnings of the quest for the truth.

At Rumtek Monastery, Gangtok, Sikkim, I was given a symbol Dai Hannya Kyo from an ancient Chinese text held at the Institute of Tibetology.
 

I have since found this text to be the basis of Mādhyamika (the doctrine without doctrine) and Prajnaparamita (the Perfection of Wisdom).

The vision of the void, the belief that all worldly thought is empty or relative and that the true path is that of the middle, the path that is between or, more correctly, above extremes of duality.
This ancient form of principles sets the basis for self- illumination and thus healing for the self and others, as I found in my travels through Nepal & Sikkim healing and psychic abilities or sidhe’s are a side effect of the illumination or enlightenment process.

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With this in mind I have spent the last 20 years taking the Reiki system back to what I believe was its original intention as a path to enlightenment not just healing.

Through many religious and spiritual texts one common theme is to ‘Know Thyself’. How we as humans operate as a physical, mental, emotional and spiritual being has been my quest to uncover culminating in this new approach to Reiki.

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I believe the original intent of Reiki was not to provide a system of healing or an attunement passed by a master to a student, but was a pathway of conscious application, working with the Aetherial fabric of the universe creating transformation and ultimately soul liberation.

This course is designed to spark and enhance your own self-healing, sharing with you techniques that you an employ to understand yourself and how you function multi-dimensionally, giving you a baseline to move forward with your journey of self-discovery and heal what is not inherent within you.

Everyone who knows me, who has seen or followed my work over recent times is I’m sure aware of the issues I have had with Reiki, not as said with the system itself but with the way it has been & still is taught by many.

 

I became a Reiki Master, at a time when many of the students I was teaching were just handed a manual & told to get on with it, left on their own with no guidance from their tutors/ Masters & the origins were as fluffy as any cotton candy dream of spiritual enlightenment can be.

Many of the students I taught had come from other masters who had not been able to correct their students that were randomly placing symbols into people, not able to see what the student was doing in their healing sessions, not even checking in on where they were within meditations or their healing practices & not understanding what they were attached to through the spell of the ‘Western’ way of attunements, brought over in a watered down fashion by Takata. The clinical style teachings of Usui, where students were dedicated to their practice daily had gone & suddenly you could become a Reiki Master in a weekend.

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Knowing the system was being taught wrongly, that the student is only as good as the person one learns from & each is only ever taught as far as the Masters knowing goes. I found the process to be a Catch 22 when you have Masters relying on faith alone to understand & know without question. I ran weekly classes, two sessions a week, one for self -development of the students & one for shared treatments open to the public & other students ensuring that the foundations of self- healing within the process ran alongside any healing they did for others.
As well as doing multiple healing sessions on myself a week.​

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When I got back from Nepal things had gone from bad to worse & over the coming months of seeing what the Reiki of the West was attached to removed myself from using the system, seeing it used in such a way to cause harm & interference not assistance I stepped back not wanting anything to do with how it was being taught, not wanting the label of Master of anything & especially not Reiki.

I have sat on this knowing I have of the system because it was not being taught correctly & I wanted nothing to do with it, because it is used to attach students to entities, because the teachers in the ‘West’ did not know what they are doing as many where not taught correctly or questioned what they were being taught in & in un-knowingness have passed the spell on one to another.
 

I stopped practicing Reiki in the belief that humanity was not ready to receive it or receive me, but I recently made a change in that perception, & rather than just bitching about something & doing nothing to correct, being an armchair philosopher whilst sitting cosy in my chair, thinking of others & the level of understanding they have or have not.
 

I am ready to give my own, what I have re-membered, what I know as the origin, my knowing of how it works & that it is not something outside of you, but within each & every one of us, & that it can be re-awakened within as a knowing & understanding if we choose.

With the knowing of how we work bio dynamically through the flow of liquid plasma light of geometry & sound vibration that we all are, through the direct relationship with the source codes of the universe,, the fractals that enable being in rhythm with  ourselves, the science of spirituality & the spirituality of science, not the fluffy new age system of something out there above & separate from self that it has been sold as.

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With that said I am once again standing up as a Reiki Master not as the master of anyone else but as a Master of this knowing, because I can claim Mastery of it, & in doing so own every healing tool I have in the box to start teaching again. I offer myself & my knowing to anyone who has been attuned to Reiki in the past who would like an at-one-ment with me, & for those that would like to study with me & unlock the spiritual science of knowing that is the healer within themselves. 

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